i don't know what's going on anymore
as far as i can tell, heav originated mind spiders on apionet in december
but i thought i wrote about mind spiders, like, a few years ago
i assumed i'd talked about mind spiders to apionet at some point, but i don't think i have
i have no physical evidence that i knew about mind spiders before december
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im so lost